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LOOK AT YOUR MISTAKE

by Wandissimo

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1.
I took a walk to the back of your car, climbed in the trunk and made myself at home. I felt the air climb out of my lungs and never again did it return. My aching head took a trip to New York and left me here with a knife in my back. It won't be long until he comes back crawling on his hands and knees
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You took my thoughts from me and made me healthy. My inner beast could see the tension. I lost my will to be who I had to be. My mother said different.
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El Niño 02:45
I'm friends with assholes. It makes me feel wonderful. Tragedy and family. Comedy and a burnie. I think I would be cool enough if things went different. My train of thought has been derailed. Staying on track is for the weak and simple minded. Getting better. Slowly but Shirley Temple. "I swear to god" just rolls off the tongue.
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She was an island She helped me escape Her name was destiny No it wasn't... It was fate I made a casket It made me sick I can't wait to die now I thought it was a trick
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Girl, you look so fine. If only you were mine... Walk you down the stairs. Pretend that I don't care. I walk you up the stairs. You say that you care. I can't disagree. Imagine you with me. Murderous and calm. You murder us and call the cops.
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Wonder 00:59
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Last night I walked back to the train. I punched walls walking back to the train. I need pain to distract from pain. Fucking loneliness has made me insane.Last night I cut myself and I thought of you. Your lips and mine. What do I do? Stumble forward and I hear a squish. I didn't know love would feel like this. Childish. I am tired of this. Chemicals unbalanced in my brain. Girl, take me under your wing. Text me back and nothing's wrong. In my head everything's wrong. Just let me go home and you do the same. I see your name playing head games. The story ends with a kiss. I walk away feeling everything but bliss. I have no idea how you feel. You killed me. I love you. Fuck it. Let me take a chance on you. You beat me to the punchline shame on you. Spend everyday with us, more than two. I wish I could finally be alone with you. Take this chain around my neck. Inexplicable inexperience. I ask questions to kill time. All I want is your body next to mine.
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(Dick Cryptic:) Croakin boagies in the corner of your basement. Face it, we throw your children to the pavement. Sketchers on my soles, gold chain around my wrist. I got 10 fingers, and they all in yo bitch. I got the finest beans, a fingerblastin Grand Prix. I'll show you around town smoking squares at the jamboree. Skronk's only got 4 toes in the summer. The others simmer in the trunk of the 4 runner. We skate naked at the playground where you made kids. The place where you learned that your father had fake tits. Smoking beeves on a four wheeler eyes closed, take a deep breath and wake up in the grove. We can blend in with the stankiest of beavers making sober suburban dads trippin in their sneakers. (Wandissimo:) Shawty. You will be my shawty. Getting lifted. Getting stacks. Counting money. Getting fax. I know so many motherfucking facts that my head is splitting open and exploding on a cat. A chubby younger brother and a fat ass gash. My heart skips a beat at the thought of you. I never want to sleep when I think of you. I'm never gonna leave if that's alright with you. I wanna be your man do you think I'm cool. I'm thinking of you and how I can impress you. Girl, please be my boo and let me be your best friend. Let me lose my cool and fuck witchu all night then. You making me feel like everything aight then.
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I'm Funcky 04:05
I try to see your face. My wish is coming true. You try to run away. I'm coming for you. Hesitate it I'm a bad man, I save you from me. Relate to you in a better place. I'm treated. Meditate on a bad idea. A whisper in my ear. Turn me on in the right way. I kiss you, you kiss me too. We made some great stories. On a cold day you stepped towards me. Following the winter is warmth. Your young heartbeat on my skin. It took a while but it was worth your smile. Running wild. I'm running while they chase me. They're after me. They need me. They're hunting me. Don't worry I will make it home tonight. Don't even think about me dead tonight. We had such great times. But now I gotta find and kill these rhymes.
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You Left... 03:32
Regrets like a bullet in my head. I'm getting lifted getting dizzy getting medical. Attention is what I crave from you. I would die or be a slave to you. Extreme thoughts running through my mind. I'm losing everything but time. Struggle to think of the rhyme. Murky water in my brain are you mine? Depression running through our heads. You probably think I am better off dead. I want to take a blade to my wrist, I never thought it would end like this. Sitting inches away from the tracks. You probably wish I was counting stacks. Stealing money, I will spend it on you if it would get me close to you. Trade up. From nothing to dust. I see you in my dreams it's nothing new. I kill myself, it's better for my health. Turn around. Don't worry. I'm hell bound. Step towards me, it's all I can see. I pass out but catch myself before me. Interests in you and slitting wrists. Indigo. In I go. JUST BECAUSE I HAVE NO SENSE OF TOUCH DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T FEEL
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Use Logic! 04:36
Remember the time we spent in the city? I was less shitty. You were so pretty. Take me out or I take you, either way I'm sorry for what I do to you. You work the nightshift after hours. After our idea of fantasy blew up. In my face you can see the pain. The pain i feel toward the one that made me feel this way. Make me feel this way. The pain now leaves my brain. All I see is you. All I need is you. I'm losing all hope, bitch i'm praying for you. Girl, i'm slaying for you. I lost my name for you. You were my dame or two. Is this a game to you? This ain't a game to me I wanted more than 3 seconds of touch. You left to find yourself in another dimension. My underbite was making you spaz out and laugh. It made me lose confidence in myself. You made a fuss over everything you lost and I'm still sitting quietly. I know i'm making it harder for myself, but the challenge (the chase) is what I crave. The chase and you, chasing you, we collectively stop time. Your heart stops mine. We're frozen in time. We're frozen in thyme. Yr fingers entangled with mine. We're frozen inne thyme!
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AutoRon 05:09
Trying to see if you see me. I see you. The look in your eyes is hopeful. Hope and despair is the cycle that I see. I go through. You look at me. You're dopey:) When you know where I am I will surrender my body to your hand. I know I shouldn't stop my breath. I'm seeing if you'd notice me getting closer. Funny faces occur in front of me. I only see what I want to see. I only see whats in front of me. I'm caught in a haze, a black and blue daze. They melt together and make me feel crazy, hazy, and lazy. Repetition is a sign of getting lazy. Repetition is a sign of getting lazy. Talking to yourself means that you're crazy. Having fun all the time can make you hazy. The only mother that I hate is that of Stacy. Repetition is a sign of getting lazy. (repeated) Feeling sorry for myself will only hurt. I turn my attention away and pain comes back. PAIN IS ALWAYS PRESENT! PAIN IS ALWAYS PRESENT! I AM RARELY PRESENT! PAIN IS ALWAYS PRESENT!
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(Wandissimo:) If I could risk my life I would but the risk is already burning down my neck. Now I'm done playing games like checkers. Chinese folk know me as the Chinese Checker. She burned me, now my neck hurts. I say I fell down the stairs to halt all these hurtful stares. My eyes are honey glazed. Yeah these are my money days. Check this, you don't know about the money days. The best part about it is that I'm broke as fuck. I'm out of cash, better grant me some luck. I'm out of here in my pickup truck. Running over motherfuckers. Karma, suck my nut. And I regret nothing. If I did that would change nothing. No, I don't care about nothing. Except you. ("peter":) hunchback, i'm hyperflexed in hyperspace transference. i might just let it go. i am not. flames on my >right and left<, but my power is harmlessness. well, i said it, right? i'm goku but emotionless with emotional problems and "awakened to emptiness". eye've got one eye on loneliness, and another on homelessness, and a third focused on the back of my mind. it says: UR EMOTIONAL FACULTIES UR MISCHIEVOUS TENDENCIES LIKE DANTE ALL OVER ME "ABANDON ALL HOPE ALL YE WHO ENTER HERE" CHECKS CASHING OVERSEAS OR BOUNCING FROM UNDER ME YOU'RE AN EXPENSIVE HABIT TAXING ME TO MY CASKET ∞I'VE GOT NO SPACE I'VE GOT NO SPACE I'VE GOT NO SPACE∞ IF U BUILD A HOUSE NEXT TO ME I'LL AUTOMATICALLY RETREAT I'LL AUTONOMICALLY REPEAT I'LL AUTOMATICALLY RETREAT
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(june's lyrics) Something cool. I'd like to order something cool. It's so warm here in town, and the heat gets me down, yeah I'd like something cool. Girl, it's nice to simply stay and rest a while but I know it's a shame. I remember your name; all I see is your smile. I don't usually smoke with strangers. I always sleep alone. But it's simple and neat. Just right for your heat. SAVE MY FIRST FOR THE COLD. (my lyrics) You hold my life in your hand. Save me from your man. I learn to love you and we learn to be ourselves. My mind is full of dead animals and rust. Even her's is an email I wouldn't trust. (june's lyrics again) Shit, it's through. You're just a memory that I had. One that I just forgot. Cuz it's so fucking hot. And I'm feeling so bad about a date. Oh wait, I am a fool. Exhale a sigh. You stopped to buy me something cool.
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(Wandissimo:) You're making me feel uncomfortable. You could not handle the fact that I am a criminal. I've been stuck here with the feeling of emptiness to keep me company. Falling under as I stumble. I can't wait 'till I get home. It's impossible to feel anything other than you. I'm 16 and decaying already. You're 16 but your beauty is heavy on my mind. I think about it all the time. He died in my arms. He died in my arms and I felt his last breath. We shared that moment. It was so sad but so beautiful at the same time. (altarboi:) I am the only one around who doesn't care. We are the only two around so I don't care. They said it's alright now. We just found a place where we could hit some lights out. It's a crack house. Severance sold from shallow twatz. In an empty parking lot. Being sold to sell some shots and throwing bread. And breaking hearts. Running down the street, screaming shit and making art. Sorrow in my soul so I'm never really making art. It could tear you apart to never see your friends bleed. Sit here slitting fucking wrists so they could sit in parts of me. So please come set me free from this methamphetamine but pass the ketamine drama in the dramamine. Everlasting evergreen. High is where my mind's been and that's that shit that happens when you're low on dopamine. I'm always fucking low on dopamine. (Wandissimo:) I went to the funeral. I did not cry. For once that week I felt a sense of closure. That's what religion will do to you.
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The music slowly dies as I do. My emotions are mixing with yours. And I feel for once a sense of security. Security and hopefulness for me. I want to be the one to make you happy. I want to be what you are to me. I wish I could be close to you and I wish you would want to be close to me. I want to be what they are on tv. I want to finally be happy. I've waited for you, I'm not about to lose you. I'm covered from my head to my toes but I'm still shivering. I want you to think of me. When you get up, I'll push you. I'm mesmerized by my own thoughts, preceding this feeling of immortality. Every single second of every single day I'm thinking of you and how you're not thinking of me.

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credits

released January 14, 2015

shout to Dick Cryptic fr the raps on "The Moon"

shout to altarboi fr the vox/raps on "Just a Boy"

shout to "peter" fr the vox on "Sighing"

shout to god too. †

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Wandissimo Chicago, Illinois

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webb from chicago.

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